My Personal Diary: July 2, 12:00pm>>>Remembering to Remember
Xtremegamer: Shit I really need something like this at my current point in life.
Doublelongdaddy: The point is you never needed it as you have always had it. I am not trying to give you something new, or something that I created....I am only trying to help you remember that you knew it all along, you only forgot.
Threak: the Source has always been readily available to you. Somewhere along the line we have separated ourselves and awareness from it. DLD is going to help you get reconnected to it... once you make the reconnection it's going to be awesome.
My Response
That separation can be seen in larger ways and when we become aware of these detachments we become aware of our own life-force. When you consider science and religion, with a un-bias, rational mind, it is plain to see that both branches of knowledge are saying the exact thing but the distance between the 2 is so broad and clouded with mis-education that the simplicity of it's original meaning is lost. The law of conservation of energy states that: the total amount of energy in any isolated system remains constant but cannot be recreated, although it may change forms, e.g. friction turns kinetic energy into thermal energy. In thermodynamics, the first law of thermodynamics is a statement of the conservation of energy for thermodynamic systems, and is the more encompassing version of the conservation of energy. In short, the law of conservation of energy states that energy can not be created or destroyed, it can only be changed from one form to another. If you ask a theologian who or what God is you will be likely to get an answer very similar to the law of conservation of energy. In short God can not be created or destroyed, it can only be changed from one form to another. God has always been and always will be, the same thing Science is saying.
These divisions are also prevalent in the separation of countries, language, color, relationships, gender, essentially any system that has a positive and negative magnetic force will show a division (great or small) I realized a great separation in myself some years ago and the separation was one of self-realization. I always knew everything I needed to know in order to get anything I wanted but somewhere along the way I forgot. A good story I use to show this example is a cute one. It is appropriate too as much of what I am teaching in my new book is based on age regression and reeducation in the spirit of a child. Read on:)
There was a young couple who had a 4 year old son. The young boys name was Will. The couple got pregnant and Will became scared and jealous that things would change if the new baby came along. His worry was evident to the couple as he was very vocal. They knew in time he would become used to the idea but it did sadden them. After some months they gave birth to beautiful girl named Eva. Since Eva had her own room the couple worried about her sleeping so they purchased baby monitors so they could hear what was happening in her room while she slept. One evening, while they were watching tv, they heard footsteps crossing. They were listening to Will as he crept into Eva's room. Their first instinct was to run upstairs to make sure no bad came about but they did not, they sat and listened. As they heard him creep up to the crib they could tell Will was lowering the crib gate. Soon they heard a whisper. Will said "pssss, Eva, wake up. I want to ask you something." The couple turned up their monitor to hear better then they heard Will ask Eva a question, "Eva, please tell me about God, I'm starting to forget."
The story is meant to invoke a realization that Will was still aware of his power of being a child, a power that allowed him to do so much magic. A magic of imagination that allowed the child to have and do all he wanted. You see Will was forgetting this knowledge because of the ill-education of the world around him and he knew that Eva still knew as Eva was so much closer to God's knowledge because she had yet to forget.
The Alpha+Blade system will teach you how to remember all the things you have forgot. Once you can remember and apply the magic that has been with you for all time you will see and do things you never dreamed possible.
Think about being a child for a minute. I can remember when I was young getting a large cardboard box. Some friends and I cut holes in the box and colored to box with crayons and markers. We created a bright green jeep from the cardboard box. We all got inside and we drove all over the universe. We saw the great pyramids, we drove through the Caspian Sea, we explored the planets and stars, we explored so many places and we brought back so many souvenirs. Rocks from Mars, stardust from Alpha-Centuri, sand from Egypt and water from the great sea. Within hours we had created this incredible journey to the ends of the universe and we never left that cardboard box....GET THE POINT?:)
I promise you that the Alpha-Blade System will show you how to take a cardboard box and make anything you want.
Little fella:
DLD you have a very powerful mindset the way that you can turn your life around has really given me motivation as I am trying to change something in my life at this current time. I like the way that you have done it as well I am going to follow this and I can not wait for the alpha blade to be released.
My Response:
July 4th, as promised, I will have the BLOG site up and running. Thanks for your support.
Michael
My Personal Diary: June 29th, 1:11pm>>>Adam and Eve the Electrons
goinfor11x7;306362: I've watched you grow and transform yourself. You let it all hang out. Why not? It's only the fear-filled and the shame-based who don't allow themselves to do this. You are my inspiration, as always, good one.
Your art work is remarkably creative, as are you.
I surely understand how it's about pulling it all together. Our thinking is remarkably similar in this regard.
I understand the anger. I understand the self-destructive impulses. I understand the deep depression. I understand the relief when it is lifted. Most people I have known with your kinds of talents have these swings--it comes with the territory. So as deep as the valleys are, the creative heights can be equally dazzling.
Thank you, brother, for all you have given and will continue to give to us.
My Response
We have discussed these things in great detail and we have always been on the same page. I spend every day with my Son and half the kids from his school:) (well feels like half) but I am surrounded with children every day. On the weekends I like to have them come stay with me at the ALPHA+BLADE STUDIO. The studio inspires many facets of education as it is filled with a great library, a inspiring art studio, a music recording studio a wonderful theatre and a place to conduct experiments and do projects. It is kind of like being at Xavier's School For Gifted children. We discuss many subjects and every weekend we explore something new and in the spirit of curiosity we have a lot of fun.
Last night we watched Wall-E and Eve, the new Disney film. The film is loosely based on the first few books of Genesis so when we made it home to the Studio we discussed everyones view on the film. I highly recommend seeing it, Pixar does an incredible job with the animation and the messages are very well delivered to any age.
WHile sitting around the theatre area, watching Deja Vu, starring Denzel Washington and Paula Patton, one of my sons friends asked to read the Bible. We discussed the story of Adam and Eve and what the Bible was trying to say. His question was more about knowledge and why it was the very thing that dispelled the couple from the garden. He also asked if ALPHA+BLADE was like eating from the tree of knowledge because of how easy it is for us to transform ourselves or gain what ever we desire through creative, deliberate creation. This question was one I struggled with when I was starting ALPHA+BLADE, it seemed as though I could pretend anything into existence and quite frankly, the knowledge scared me. I wondered why other people did not use this knowledge and I started to think maybe I shouldn't. Just like most of the modern world, I perverted the message to the point of self-denial and an acceptance of a miserable, unaware existence.
So he asked me what did the message mean to me. I view Adam and Eve with the highest regard and it is a very important lesson in the ALPHA+BLADE program. When the Garden of Eden was first created and Adam and Eve were given domain over the entire place they were told that they had already known everything, they did not need to learn more because they already knew. The tree of Life was available to them and the tree would give them eternal life but God also put the tree of Good and Evil (the Tree of Knowledge) in the Garden too. This tree symbolized God's mind and refraining from eating from it was a way of Adam and Eve to show a commitment to the trust they had in God and his words that they needed nothing more than the perfect knowledge they already possessed.
Like most humans today, Adam and Eve became ignorant through their own education and essentially forgot that they already knew everything they needed to know, well at least everything they needed to know to live in eternal bliss. In the forgetting of this self-realization of perfection they chose to eat the fruit of the tree of KNOWLEDGE. Their hope was to find out what God was hiding from them, what knowledge God had that they did not. They fell victim to the serpent, the snake representing evil, and his promises that there was more beyond their knowledge failing to see that God was only protecting them from the bad of the world. When they tried to peek into the mind of God their world collapsed into a place surrounded by human error...the magic dispersed.
If you understand Quantum Mechanics you will understand the miracle of the electron. An electron is an elementary particle, a very tiny or quantum sized particle. It is independent and it is essentially one. It is kind of like a marble, a single bit of energy...kind of like a human. A single electron, can become 2 electrons and go from being a particle to becoming a wave. "How" it is done is the mystery of Quantum Physics and when a scientist tries to "peek" the electron realizes it is being watched and goes back to acting like a particle.
The magnitude and association of the book of Adam and EVe and Quantum Mechanics is identical on a metaphorical level (in my opinion on every level) . Just like Eve and Adam trying to peek on the mind of God and the scientist peeking on the electron result in a collapse of the magic and a reality is established. Prior to viewing either God's mind, or the electron for this matter, all possibilities are in super position, meaning anything is possible. We decide the outcome and that is a magic we have always possessed...we only forgot. Trying to find out "how" it is done is where we fail...this is trying to eat from a tree of knowledge we already posses. Quite the paradox.
I like to see my past, negative experience (crime, ,hate, violence, shit like that) as the very basis for my ability to effectively speak on how to change these things. I could not have become the positive person I am if I did not have my negative experience to contrast it. How the hell can a psychiatrist tell me I am Bi-Polar if he is not himself? He can't. I can't have the appreciation for my positive change unless I once lived it's opposite. Who can know red without knowing blue? Everything I have gained is in sharp contrast to what I did not have. The way I got it is through the magic of the universe and my realization of myself and the power that resides in me.
Michael
PS: This gallery is based purely on the Garden of Eden Video. My newest gallery on the Reunification of Adam and Eve and their need to have children, which I will get up today on video (if you are local it is on display in Starbucks in Northampton, MA) until the end of June.)
Thanks again for the support
My Personal Diary: Where I am and what I am doing
My Personal Diary: Where I am and what I am doing PLEASE READ OFTEN
Over the last 3 years I have been working on the Alpha+Blade project. This project coincides with when a very important relationship ended in my life. May 4th, 2004 is when Jennifer left me because of so many issues in her, my and our lives. When earlier, in 2005-06, I was going to release Alpha+Blade I thought I was ready but was wrong. I had so much more to learn before I could make the website, book and film public.
The Alpha+Blade series of media sources are based solely on the things I learned during the last 3 years and how they apply to my past and future. On May 4th, 2004 my girl left me. She is the love of my life and losing her was one of largest travesties I have endured. Her departure not only destroyed me on a romantic level but it infected every other part of my life. Most of my time, at that point, was spent on MOS and I let every other part of myself wane and wither. The things Jennifer, my son Armando and every other person who loved me, that made up Michael Salvini as the happy, magical person I was became distorted and disreguarded. Every aspect of those qualities became hidious and I was quite blind to their dimisee. I could not see what had happened to me, I was convinced the rest of the world was wrong and they were against me. I truly could not see the errors of my way and because of this I was left alone to myself, losing everything that was ever important to me.
The story progresses from there, as many may already know, and I essentially deliberately, created my life back into existence. I was left in a apartment that I had ripped every wall from. The place Jennifer and I lived was reduced to a 2 floor warehouse. No bathroom, kitchen, rooms, closets, nothing...four walls just staring at a nigga I credit that line to the Ghetto Boyz but it is soooo true. It was me, myself and I in the middle of a framed out room.
I could not bare the thoughts of staying in the apartment (which later becomes the Alpha+Blade Studios) so I jumped on a plane to Southern, Florida. This is where my business partner and best friend, Jaz, resides. I spent the next 4 months living with Jaz for 3 months and approximately 4 weeks on my own. I only brought my clothes, books and some notebooks and pens. On the flight I made a list of the things I needed to change in my world. The list was longer than my cock Anyway, over this time I educated myself on many subject and essentially started a system of self education that led me to creating the book and it's other outlets. When I returned to my home in Massachusetts (the one with no walls) well, the house now was worse...there were no longer utilities.
I could not stay there so I moved in with my Ex-Wife and Son. I spent about 6 months there until I was asked to leave, due mainly to my extreme depression and obsession with making some huge changes. During my stay Armand and I worked a lot on the Alpha+Blade project. We filled note books with the changes I was making and how I was doing it. He was able to help me focus and study the many books I wanted to know. We did series of experiments and worked tirelessly on the book and solving the laundry list of problems in my life.
When I left his home I had close to 10 college notebooks filled. I am not sure why I chose to write it down instead of typing it on my computer. I guess the freedom of the pen and paper made a greater companion than the heaviness of a impersonal computer. This also allowed me to quickly scribble drawings and equations on ideas that came to mind. When in Florida, the biggest problem was the massive collection of note and school books that were accumulating with great speed and weight. I spent a couple weeks living in the wilderness when in Florida. Since I was living outdoors the books became cumbersome. I also needed to worry about them becoming weathered, as I was outside during Hurricane Katrina. Funny enough, after Katrina hit many of the great, palm trees were uprooted leaving massive caves of shelter under tham. I spent about 2 weeks living in one tree by a lake As much as it seems like it would have sucked, it did not. I learned a lot there
Anyway upon moving back into my Massachusetts empty warehouse I went into a deep depression. I did not work for a few months and basically paced the bare, bleached white, floors only occasionally stopping long enough to scribble a picture, words or some other thing on the floor. It was a few months before I decided to start work again but when I did....I REALLY DID!
I started to campaign fund raisers for the apartment to become Alpha+Blade Studios and raised enough money to complete it (plus feed me and my family.) I thank you people who supported this project as if it were not for you non of this would have manifested itself. A very special thanks to the major contributors who helped raise more than $40,000 at a time that I had no income. That money served a great purpose and it was a large part of fertilizer of the great seed that has grown into the Alpha+Blade systems.
While I built the Alpha+Blade Studio I did a majority of my work in Starbucks across the East Coast. This is the reason I entitled the book "THE BALL, Conversations at Starbucks the Alpha+Blade Project" The Ball was a name my Son came up with as he felt when we exchanged ideas and answers we were passing a great ball of energy. Since most of my conversations took place in the local Starbucks Coffee Houses I decided to credit the people. I also needed to include the root of the Alpha+Blade people, you guys and the things you taught me. The title is long but I am all about making things bigger, longer and greater.
Essentially the Alpha+Blade book and film are a set of steps that will show people how to get exactly what they want in life. The methods are a seamless entanglement of every subject from science, math and religion to physics, motivation and philosophy. I wrote the book in the spirit of a tragic comedy but I am sure there will be something for everyone in there. The steps are very basic and proved hardest in finishing this project is to present these methods in the simplest way.... essentially ABC/123.
Some of what I have accomplished are:
Alpha+Blade Studios
An offer to write a thesis for Princeton University based on one of my notebooks on mathematics and physics. (I have an 8th grade education.)
Losing 140 pounds in 4 months, with maximum body mass to muscle.
Completing 4 books on Physics, Mathematics, a Autobiography and a perpetual graphic novel.
Completed two full art galleries and received national exposure.
Made MOS the largest Men's Sexual Health Site in the World.
Acquired 2 original Pablo Picasso's for almost no money with full provence and COA.
Collected 2 of my favorite automobiles (again using no money)
Made thousands of friends and connections.
I received property in Washington DC, South Beach and The Virgin Islands (again using no money, I actually received money when I did it)
1000's of other things but mainly my relationship with Armando, my Son and Jennifer, my fiancé is again, reunited but at a level that is beyond any I could every dream.
Recently I have been very busy assembling a team to create the production of the Alpha+Blade Systems. I have been doing interviews and organizing the last parts of the project. Again, I will have the site and forums up for free and they will feature everything in the film and book. I already know the book and film will be a huge financial success so giving away the information is a joy.
I thank all of you for all of your continuing support and I will update this thread here and in the Alpha+Blade BLOG over the next few dates. I was going to launch the websites on the 4th of July but I may start the BLOG early.
I hope everyone can forgive my absence in MOS but I feel as though everything you could ever know about your sexuality already exists in you as it exists here. Every answer you need exists within this site but I still love answering the questions over and over....It makes me feel needed I will try to post daily and catch up on all the inquiries I have missed.
Michael
